At the Table; In my Experience
Thank you for joining us today At the Table. We have been remodeling so to speak, and many new insights have surfaced. We are enjoying our coffee together, and sharing our journey stories..come join us.
The last few months, well all summer,..well..ALL YEAR.. has been one big shift after another. I truly am experiencing new energy, and new callings. The energy has shifted now to complete conscious awareness. Each word has a feeling and the feeling is then expressed and words in my world are chosen carefully. As I walk as a Sacred human…I am so conscious of judgement as it comes up. I allow its energy but not its form. I see where that wounding exisits with judgement and am able to express my sincere apology and ask for that forgiveness, first from MY OWN SELF..and then if I placed judgement words on someone else, I ask for their forgiveness..immediately and I also walk with this energy with honor as a Human Being..evolving and to be AWARE of this at this level is AMAZING to me. I am liking this Human called me more and more as I journey.
As I meditate and really commune with my world each moment, I am seeing the patterns of BELIEFS and TRUTHS, as simple VIEWS. I am understanding more about this journey..and how you cling or attach your energy to a BELIEF..which then you identify your TRUTH through. This is how you tell your story.
I remember in 2012, when I had been traveling this path to AWAKENING for about 4 years. I put up a fuss believe me..BUT, my Soul was tick tick ticking to reveal TRUTH. I immediately connected to my Guides and Angels. This is where I chose to experience this beautiful, painful process. So basically I “SPIRITUALIZED” my entire journey. I was not a deeply religious human. I believed in a Higher Truth, a Higher Power or Energy, and I called that God Source. But beyond that, I walked each day rubbing the sleep from my eyes. As I approached each segment of my journey, I did so from a “spiritual” point of view.
Ok..so what is spiritual? Is it that innate belief in Higher vibratory Masters and Beings that are always with us? Is it believing in God but not religion? We fill our hearts from the same watering well. It matters not your belief system, for that is all it is..how you wish to experience your journey. Religion does not fit into this category.Religion is man made…a belief that took form and created solid following..and you cannot forget..thats how it was constructed, so it could PROFIT..monetarily and then GOVERN a society. But if you look at this carefully and feel its energy, the New Age Movement..and the abundantly used word..SPIRITUAL, is actually religion without solid formation. The definition is as varied as the word ASCENSION. I just read an article that tells us that ASCENSION did not happen in April 2014…WHAT…in my world ASCENSION means higher vibrational patterns of Conscious Awareness..but in this persons world..they are waiting to ASCEND IN BODY TO SOMEWHERE ELSE…???
I believe obtaining awakening, is obtaining and discovering your own Consciousness. As you then carry out your daily life deeds..awareness becomes more powerful and if you choose to look at it, allow it to tell you its story, and you then let it pass…your Conscious Awareness increases, and the flow becomes stronger and the connection to your own SACRED SELF becomes clear and answers and possibilities are endless…
In my experience, you obtain enlightenment, within many different experiences. I have had many enlightening moments on this journey..or those grand AH-HA moments..same thing, just different words used. Enlightenment is a state of being..at any given moment..such as the “light bulb clicking on”. You have a moment of Sacred Clarity. Some believe that you strive to become enlightened such as Buddah or Christ..in my world..all living beings of all time have had enlightenment within their lives. It is by another that someone is deemed to be a Master or ENLIGHTENED BEING, that somehow manifests an energy of a Supreme Being. Enlightenment to me is that joyous moment when I JUST GET IT..DEEP IN MY HEART AND SOUL.
I believe Ascension within the body, is simply the raising of our life force frequencies to obtain more Lightness…lightness of Heart and Soul, and the KNOWING of the Soul, which then ILLUMINATES your inner vision..and therefore illuminates out into your world. The word Ascension has been used so loosely, that it no longer feels sacred..it feels..STALE.
WE must do OUR OWN work…no New Age Guru can assist you in awakening, ascending, or becoming enlightened. Reading books and going to retreats can TRIGGER an awareness, but what you DO with that awareness is what brings forth your freedom.
All BELIEFS are unique to our needs for this special journey..but have you ever really wondered..”Did I awaken in another life before this”? As some believe that Galactic Beings are assisting us…others say..there is not one entity that can save us but us..and we must assist each other as humans and as ONE. But if you truly believe that E.T.’S are here to help us and give us guidance through channels, then THAT is how you are writing your story, AND THEREFORE, they ARE ONE AS WELL, IF YOU BELIEVE THEY ARE HERE TO “ASSIST YOU”. In my world..by expecting someone else to come do your work for you, you are living in fear of change and growth. I believe there is NOT ONE BEING that can do this for you..the answers and the magic are and have ALWAYS been within your SELF.
It has been many months since I have shared my conversations here, At the Table. I was in heavy stillness (extreme solitude) to find my TRUTH.
In my experience, I realized that all the “messages” from ASCENDED MASTERS, and such, are just so old and well …worn out. Their messages although beautifully given from the hearts of many, are THE SAME as always..”You SOON will see”, “we are proud of you”, “WE ARE COMING TO SAVE YOUR PLANET”, YOU WILL RECEIVE ALL THE MONEY YOU NEED” and on and on are really the channelers attempt to keep this ball rolling. You see, the messages stared out as beautiful, intimate messages to that particular person channeling, but then their own EGOS got hold, and they turned their enlightening moments of personal messages into a so called “business”. This is all fine, and no wrong is intended, it is just the old 3D methods. Channeling has been going on for EONS….It is truly the old ways of communication, and also realize..these etheric messages are filtered through a human mind that “thinks” it is doing superior work for humanity so it elevates its importance.
Consciousness seems to be the repeating energy coming through right now. WE as humans are not turning into a vapor and stroll around this earth, while we are in body..period, at least, not in my world. Now you can visit, within your consciousness, multi dimensions, and layers of each of these dimensions, but when you come from stillness and solitude, and interact within your waking world..you are a solid mass of energy. Being Hu-man is extremely SACRED. Throughout the ages of this process called Life..we have brought belief to the ridiculous notion that we are sub standard beings. That now has passed.
Some writings say, for example, that St. Germain is incarnate at this time on Earth. Others claim to channel him..and yet some say they speak to Merlin, and some other readings state that St. Germain WAS Merlin..lol…so who is so called Right? NONE and yet ALL. You see, it is whatever the BELIEF that human holds as Truth within their world. Belief..is whatever you choose to BELIEVE…PERIOD.
Who knows for sure about this process we are all going through? NONE OF US.. BECAUSE.. we are still going through it, AND in our next segment of Life after this lifetime..we won’t even remember this time, and IF we do…then we can say AT THAT TIME..we DO KNOW how that works, and how it plays out.
We can speak of our journey with others and words and actions “trigger” responses and knowings within us. But we do not know what it is like or going to look like as we cross over, as we land on the mothership, as we become Ascended Masters ourselves..as we become our true Light, without bodies..oh my…and if you do not believe these things, you might even believe you will come back to a 3D Earth..and only YOU will know what feels right and true for YOU.
Following someone elses journey and tryin g to duplicate it..will not work. It could be fun for a while to “pretend” that you are actually walking your truth..but in reality..no matter what you BELIEVE…you must walk your own journey, your own way, wearing your own shoes. So pick all wisely.
As humans, we are “trained” and “programmed” to jump to a need to be someone, have special gifts, do enormous good for humanity..in reality..we are EXPANDING OUR AWARENESS WITH EACH EXPERIENCE WE CREATE.
Many people, and I am one of them, has been told by Mediums, Higher Self, Psychics..that this is our last Life on Earth. We do not have to come back..and when I first was told this, I cried…but now I know in my heart that I will make that choice or will have this presented to ME..once I cross over to my next Life…I do not carry this energy baggage now in this Lifetime journey, as I will surely celebrate this when the decision is made..and that will not be while I am in Human form this Lifetime. But others told this..have then called themselves Ascended Masters INCARNATE. This is their belief. It takes many ingrediants to make a stew..and each has its own flavor and color..and ALL are good alone but so much better stirred together. A collective of like minded Beings is just that..we all taste things differently but together..even the Fragrance of Life becomes richer..
Awakening..once the process starts, is painful, joyous, messy, beautiful, draining, rewarding..but the one thing that is for sure through it all..You will never ever be the same Human again, nor can you “turn it off” once it starts to flow..its inevitable that you WILL unconditionally accept your role, your participation, and your responsibility within your own world, your own actions and your own choices. Not just in the present moments, but way in the past called your Life. You cannot escape this process..,for it will hunt you down until you stop, look, AND listen and LET GO…PERIOD.
Lightworker is another word that is used so loosely that I can no longer use that definition along my journey. Many media sites are dedicated to doing the Light Work..but look at the varied definitions that they use to “define” what that means to them. So what is a Light Worker? I connected to this word as a Being in Service to myself and illuminating the path for other..hence Lightworker..but there are many definitions and some are already in 12D life..and their lightworker status is beyond what our Human eyes can see…in other words, their world is so bright, they gotta wear shades!!!
Scientifically..12D puts you as vapor..and in my world..if you are vapor..you are not thinking about Facebook, and definitely are not posting daily on Word Press..well..in my world anyway.
I look at these fellow travelers of the Light with all my heart full of Love..for I too have evolved from my earlier “beliefs” and methods of which I commune with Spirit, and the purposeful shoes I wear as I walk out into my world. I have no fear to express how lovely my story has been created. My Soul has such humor and such love and by expressing that with and for my SELF..I can now feel secure or FULL to view and share this with my fellow travelers. We are ALL evolving. I still feel that I am a spiritual being, but I now can visit my spiritual energy without attaching myself to the definition and I feel more open, grounded, and really more what it is like to be a glorious Human Being. I have such a love for the vessel I am traveling in. My body houses me beautifully. I am able to walk this Earth and feel the grass beneath my feet and hug a tree, because I have a body. I AM my living Spirit..in body..how miraculous is that?
Thank you for visiting today, At the Table. In my experience..the journey would be a million dollar success..this story is beyond anything my human mind could create..but wait..did it?
What a beautiful mess huh? It is with the biggest of Love that I create an amazing adventure within my world, and all the layers that open to all the potentials that are awaiting to be born..will feel this Love that is ME.
We are honored for your visit today. I happily share what is On my Plate with you all…enjoy your journey..you create it with each breath, thought, action, and beat of your Sacred Human Heart..Namaste’ and good beautiful day♥